Tuesday, December 27, 2011

*** its different now ***

its different now
the
holidays
*
there different
*
remember when you were little
the
magic
the
curiosity
the
colors
the
music
*
now at 43
my role changed
*
i became the person
....who santa worked his magic through ...
suddenly
I
was the link between him
&
my sweet little boy
*
i was a huge part
of
the
magic
*
i took the job seriously
* added my flair *
&
he
believed
*
the last few years
colman helped
...keep & spread the magic...
he
understands the
very
very
sacred role
*
the
top secret information
&
he respects it
*
so now
as he is away from me at christmas
much sooner than i
ever
...could have prepared for...

i am comforted
&
secure
*
i passed down
the
magic
the
curiosity

* that will last his lifetime *

my
sweet boy
knows
the
magic

*
while
he is in
northern minnesota
having a storybook
image
of a christmas
*
the woods
a log cabin
snow
*
all images of holiday magic i grew up
with
&
love
*

i am in florida
with
* our sweet furry family members *
* my paints *
* days from getting married *
to
someone
who
also
believes in the
magic
&
also
is
missing
sonshine
*

i don't know what future holidays will bring us
*
just
soooooooooooo
grateful
for
every single day
of the year
we
are
all
together
*

embracing the
new
traditions
that
holidays
&
plain old mondays
will
bring
us
*
hope you are too
~ maggie ~