Monday, May 14, 2012

*** monkey bar queen ***

OOOOOO what a week of adventures!!
last sunday
i ziplined..
yup

ME

i jumped off a 70 foot platform
&
 SOARED


* here's a link to more photos *

***** it was amazing ****

now  some of you may
remember 
i like to do the monkey bars
(  nikki )
i started to do them after my sister passed away
she could do them
ALWAYS
me
NEVER
that
is
until after she passed
now
this is the 3rd spring
 &
i CAN do them

 
....now that i have moved...
 i have not seen
any bars

that is
until
today
:)

i spent mothers day biking around at the beach with colman
&
we came upon some bars!
...they were right next to the road...
in a empty lot
....no other playground equiptment....
just
old slippery wobbly bars

so we stopped

it took
2 takes
but guess what
!?!?!?

* i did it *

take 1

take 2


* taaa daaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *


im hoping you all had a wonderful
mothers day
&
that you felt
 loved
&
appreciated

with it being the anniversary

it was a bitter sweet day
but i have to say

THANK YOU
yes 
you

all of you that posted on my
facebook page today suporting me
 when i posted
i am ready for a new puppy!

i cant express how wonderful it
feels to know
you guys think its time too!!!

hope your week
is wonderful
&
 that you find something to challenge yourselves!!

~ enjoy ~  
maggie
aka: monkey bar queen *

Saturday, May 05, 2012

*** my sonshine ***


thats him
* my sonshine *
he'll be 15 on sunday
yes
15
!!!!!!!!

* i know i can hardly believe it myself *

...you may ask why i call him sonshine...
..well duh..

look at that warm ray of light!!
*
i know im totally his mom huh?
 you know the song
"you are my sunshine"
right?

well
...i like many women had a rough delivery....
he was several days late
...his actual due date was april 23rd...
i will never forget the night before i went in to be induced
*may 4th*
i had a dream
 .....he was just hanging out ...
wearing a top hat
swinging a cane
doin' a little soft shoe
taking
 his
 own
 sweet
 time
*
the next day
....i sat at the hospital with babies being born all around me...
but
nope
not mine
 * 
 on
may 6th
they went in to get him!

my
"lusty"
sounding
goo-less baby was born
* seriously no goo *

but
....he was whisked away...
his lung had collapsed
....they put him in a tent....
a
bubble
 over his little
bucket crib bed
in the
 NICU
....i was terrified...

i was stiched up & brought in to him

all i could see from my gurney
...was feet...
huge
feet
!!!

to the gasps of nurses
i sat up freshly belly stitched
 &
i tickled those toes
*
24 hours later
....they brought him to me...
those 24 hrs

longer
 * than the 9 PLUS months until i laid my eyes on him *

we had to stay a few more days
then
he stopped breathing in my arms

my baby was blue.
....completely...
BLUE

i called the nurse screaming
his dad started CPR
...a band of nurses ran in...
 &
whisked him away
they saved him
again
he was in
 NICU
*
i didnt sleep
....i sat in there & held my baby...

he was hooked up to soo many monitors
all the
beeps & false alarms

i held my baby & rocked him 
wires & all
...trying to drown out the beeps...
i sang the only song i knew

* you are my sunshine *



the night before he turns 15
i can honestly say
as i struggle to
make
my
mark
in the world
*
i  realize 
he
is
my mark
my
amazing
mark
 has been
made
&
continues to be made
....every moment of every day....
 i cherish him
&
 his sweet soul responds
  
*
happy 15th birthday
 to 
you
my
  sweet sonshine

*

***i love you***
ps: your brighter than the sun!!!

Friday, January 13, 2012

** i took a deep breath **


im breathing as one now
...for years through all the grief...
...when i thought i couldnt catch my breath...
she was there
by my side..
... doing the breathing...
... licking the tears ...
... holding me up ...
... spooning me at night...
... inspiring me...
... making me smile ...
...making me laugh until tears ran down my cheeks...

... she was the wink to my smile ...

*

she would wag her tail every time
...i walked in the room...
... every time colman walked in the room...
even when it seemed she was sound asleep
...she wagged her tail...
...you could fall on her...
she wagged her tail
&
gave kisses

*


...i told her
i was happy...
that
...colman was happy...
&
i could see
she
was happy
too

*
she would
sashay around me
&
...kiss me...
reminding me of
her
unconditional devotion
&
love

*

... she is in every painting ...
all 8ooo plus paintings
she's
..my muse..
she still will be

* always *

i took a deep breath
deeper than i have in
... years ...
&
a long exhale
a
very
very
long one

kissed her beauty marks
thanked her
told her it was ok
&
that it was time for her to go for now
she wagged her tail
&
placed her head in my lap

*

7 months & one day after herbie received his wings

a bell rang for 'hooray ruby'

my beauty has her wings now
too

* june 20 2003-january 12th 2012 *

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

*** cupids little gateway ***


* cupids gateway *

ok
so many of you know i have a thing
for
little
...fairy...
...gnome...
...pixie...
...woodland nymph...
doors
portals
walk-throughs
gate ways

*
the
magic
the
mystery

* i LOVE it *

i think i have always loved the idea of
a parallel universe
so
whats a better way to welcome others
than
with little doors
*
you may remember my post from couple years ago
here's a refresher
just click

i decided it was a donut fairy..
remember
if not
just click

hee hee
i love that story
:)

so
i've gone on to make several other doors
yup
I
MAKE THEM
&
guess what??
the doors actually
OPEN!!
* i love that the door opens *
ok
back to the other doors i've made

...wisdom fairy...
...friendship pixie...
...belief nymph...
...mulligan gnome...
( gathers random balls at the golf course )
...spicy love chica pixie...
...taco gnome...

i could go on & on
i've made
ALOT
*
currently
thinking a
...merlot fairy...
...chocolate nymph...
...pizza pixie...
express way
would all be wonderful
right now
* im a little hungry*
:)

so here ya go

*cupids little gateway *

the door for valentines day
yes
but
really

* the door for the whole year *

the door to
remind
you
to

LOVE
UNCONDITIONALLY
&
BELIEVE

*
...by the way...
its available
:)
you know the drill
click
right

* muah*

~ maggie ~

Sunday, January 08, 2012

* hey valentine *

i can't imagine im the only one who
LOVES
to hang things in
...nooks & crannies ...
...on every knob....
...door
or
...
cupboard...
..
...random hooks...
...tree branch...
or
... on a fabulous push pin...
my
all perfect locations to

*** hang a little surprise smile ***

TOOOO MANY PLACES TO LIST

so ...
... im sharing my favorite little bit of love
.. with you ..

*** those who also love a little surprise ***

personalized with any name
or
your choice
*
~ Be Mine ~
~ Valentine ~

honesty
anything goes
even breed of your choice
or
send photo of the pup you love
&
i got it covered
*

available

enjoy
your cupids
~ maggie & ruby *